原创短篇小说:《红芳珏》(上)

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There are 10,000 stories of surprises and sorrows in this world, but in the end there are no more than two kinds of things: music is extremely sad and bitter.

Inscription/Cui Yu Xuan

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I don't like the city of Beijing. I am tired of the scent of the crowd in the subway, and the high-rises of Guomao also give me a sense of oppression. But I don't want people to know that I don't love the capital, so I always pretend to be very discouraged.

I chose the city, but that doesn't mean it is my home. I feel that I am just a filament that is high in the head, but there are countless countless street lights. If I am, Beijing is just as shiny.

Many times, my memory still stays in my childhood town, and I remember the red. Perhaps, people sometimes have such contradictions. The southerners went north, and the northerners went south. We seem to be very keen to move from where we are familiar to where we are familiar.

When I met Red again, it was in Beijing.

After graduating from the provincial university, I went to work in Beijing. She came to see me. I didn't expect her to come to Beijing. I thought she had already disliked me, or maybe she never liked me.

This is my first job, I have not had time to keep up with the pace of life in the capital. The arrival of red made me feel a little helpless.

She seems to be the same, as I saw her three years ago. The clean face does not see the signs of the years.

Slightly narrow, in my room, there are books everywhere, I want to clean up, red standing at the door, smiled at me.

Just give me some slippers, you are too biased here, and my feet are lacking.

I was busy giving it to her. She threw the bag and lay directly on the bed.

xx我不知道她是否困,或发生了什么。她的眼睛闭上了。我倒了水然后倒了一半。她睡着了。

我静静地等她醒来,用毯子盖住她。她突然坐起来,笑着说。

我看着她,我相信这是方鸿。

红说她不再在深圳,说她和老板一起去了海南。

我问她,你结婚了吗?

她说她是他的爱人。

我不知道为什么我要问这个问题,我从没想过要和她结婚。但是,我没想到她的答案是如此直接。

我说,你愿意离开他吗?它再次脱口而出。红问我,李燕,你养我了吗?

我无语。

红色停留了两天然后离开了。我没有送她。她来的时候我没有捡到它。当我离开时,我还在地铁上。我大部分时间都在旅途中度过。

我去海南寻找红色并利用这个机会从事商业活动,但红色不再存在。

在那之后,我再也找不到她了。无法联系到手机。我以为这个人应该从我的生活中消失。我应该忘记她,开始自己的生活。

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方鸿和我在小学同桌。

那时,我们一起牵手上学去学校。似乎没有性别差异。

那时,我的身体很短。我就像一个直接来自幼儿园的学生。红色又高又高。似乎我总是有一种被她保护的感觉。

初中毕业后,我们开始打开距离,不再在同一张桌子上。因为我的好成绩,我坐在第一排,她坐在第一排。

当然,我之所以选择第一排也是因为我的中文老师也是一位非常喜欢我的班级老师,因为我的作文写得很好。红色只对英语和音乐有益,而其他人则失败。

高中时,我去了省会,她去了深圳。当我在省城学习时,我一直想和Red联系,但我没有消息。

我不知道红色将在深圳做什么,但她非常慷慨和慷慨的性格非常适合改革开放的前沿,我,我一直非常内向,我走的是我的道路。父亲一步一步地为我计划了。直走。

当我还是个孩子的时候,我总是期待着成长,但是当我长大后,我意识到最大的痛苦正在成长。

除了,我的心是红的,我总是想着她。她似乎是我的一朵云。无论我走到哪里,我的天空总会有这样的云。

这个世界上有成千上万的故事,但最后只有少数故事。简而言之,种植瓜类并种植豆类。

在大一的夏天,我回到了家乡,遇到了红色。

事实上,她并不是一个美女眼中的公共标准,但衣服很性感,我以为它在镇上如此暴露,我觉得我们很陌生。

那天晚上,在塔子山下,我们一起散步。

这座山不能称为山。这是一个有许多茂密的松树的土堆。据说有些人想不起来就被绞死了。我不相信红色的红色。我们小时候经常来这里玩。

我问她,这些年来你做得好吗?

她抬起脸,月光洒在嘴角,微微倾斜,嘴巴看起来很好,嘴唇很厚。

她没有回答,突然,只是吻了我。

这是我的第一个吻,我感觉像是带有洗涤剂的气球。它特别光滑和苦涩。

李燕,如果有一天我走了,你必须记住我。

我说,我从来没有忘记你。

月亮被乌云覆盖,一两只鸟在树林里尖叫。我们回家了。这似乎是筛选的前奏。

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从海南回来后,我再也不会想到红了。

我以为我可以依靠时间来获得这种灵丹妙药来重获自由和新生活。

然而,我很虚弱,但更残忍的是,虽然我理解我的弱点,但我甚至认为我们不可能,但我仍然拒绝忘记。事实上,就像一个被释放出来的罪犯一样,没有什么比自由更令人欢呼的了,但在我看来,外面世界仍然只是一个没有高墙的大笼子。

一切都伴随着岁月的冲刷,变得模糊和难以区分。也许,我已经忘记了我是谁。只有总是咆哮的地铁和舞阳的人群一路奔涌,也许他们正走向他们无法预测的尽头。

但是,我仍然只需每天努力工作,仍然要对付那些无聊的人。

我不想要她,但我会关注海南的天气和信息。我认为这是一种自欺欺人,但我不想重新爱上一个人的冲动。

虽然我现在不是那个无知的男孩,但我的身高却神奇地升到了一米八十。

中秋节,我去省城出差。我回到家里遇见了她的兄弟。我忍不住问他红色新闻。

红兄弟的房子离我家不远。他家的墙上种了几棵枣树。我的家也是。每年秋天,我都记得父亲会请他约会。现在看来这些树已经老了,而且这一年的日期并不多。

我们就坐在他家的枣树下,也许,他并不知道我与红之间的过往。

他只告诉我说,三个月前,红已经死了。

我木然一惊,怎么好好的,人就没了?

我觉得她哥哥的脸上都是欺骗,似乎宣布的是我的死刑。

方涛接着说,是吸粉,被人害了。我直接想到红说的那个所谓情人。我问,她之前和一个老板去海南,你知道么?

方涛瞟了我一眼,答,那个男人是我们的继父,只是我从来不认。

我印象中好像没有见过这个人,我更不知道他还与红有这样的关系。我只觉得方涛的眼里满是不屑。

于是,我更心惊,我以为这不是我认识的那个方红,我想,红是为了钱?还是别的什么?

我想求证。方涛有些厌烦,说,你不要问那么多了。

我回到家,父亲去外地见老战友了,家里空无一人。我觉得,这里越来越不像我的家。

我也没能找到红的墓地,红的哥哥没有告诉我

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北京的秋天是萧瑟的,雾霾很严重。我不知道这个城市为什么会变成首都,实在不是一个宜居的地方。

也许,我只是离开了家乡,却从未拥有过北京。越接近环线的灯火,离家乡的天际线就越远。我离人民币很近,离亲人也就越远。

回到单位以后,我每天晚上总是失眠,我想起红,想起我们在一起的时光,我不相信她已经死了。

每天,我都穿梭在十号线上,在地铁上也常能看到一些衣着暴露的女子,她们打扮的花枝招展,但我不认为红与她们一样。

XXHowever, I am not selling my knowledge and time. From this point of view, people are really exchanges. Whether you are in a suit or a deep suit, you can show off your thighs.

At the end of the year, I was desperate to buy a plane ticket back home. This time I found a red mother, I have to explore. Maybe, I am always restless, maybe not red, but the toxins that have accumulated since a few years ago. At this moment, I want to squeeze it out.

Qin Aunt's hair is all white, not like the beautiful face in my memory, but the charm still exists, but also can see the shadow of the famous Kunqu opera.

I think she is very calm and does not live with Fang Tao. When a person lives alone, it seems that the season is not short.

The red mother's house is very clean and elegant. There is a canary under the eaves. This is rare in a remote town in Jiangbei.

She is very polite and seems to know that I will come, and I have already brewed a pot of tea on the small. I smell the aroma of melon.

Yes, I am Lu'an. Qin Fang answered me.

When I married Red's father, I still couldn't sing Kunqu. It was her father who discovered me and cultivated me. I also hope that Fang Hong will become a famous star in the future.

I know that Red's father was sent to us in the past. I just don't know how they are combined, but I don't care.

I eagerly took a sip of tea, I just want to ask, red, how died.

Aunt Qin’s answer is very light and windy. Because she betrayed her father, though, he has long been gone.

I heard that a daughter fell in love with her stepfather, and then she was killed by a just mother.

Is it because I fell in love with your later husband? When I said "love", I swallowed it.

No, we are not married.

xx那么,你是恨自己的女儿不争气?

不,我知道他们不会有结果的。所以,我很安然的等红回来,我还是要教她唱戏的。

秦芳看似淡定的眼神,此刻,迷离了一下。

我诧异的问,红,不是已经不在了么?

不,她在,她只是暂时的离开了。会回来的。

我不知道这母子二人谁在说谎,只觉得她们都像是把我当成了一个看热闹的人,我与她们家的事,好像根本不相干。

这时,一缕阳光透过窗棂洒进来,照在秦芳微微上翘的嘴角,这个画面,有些,似曾相识。

(未完待续)

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